After all

After sat night and some thinking last night, I suddenly realize I don't really wanna "play" after all. All along I thought I just wanna play, but all of a sudden, I felt that I'm still the same..

After those two encounters with him, I really don't know why I can do that. We are not together and yet I just can't allow myself to step into that hole again. That just shows that I'm not that into playing after all? Well I just wanna enjoy my single days right now and not playing with fire..

Random

I guess I'm just the one whom he let walk away, whom he don't let stay and whom he let go.

Alright this is just random stuff. Just wish both of them are healthy and happy. :)

Humpty dumpty had a GREAT fall

Wonderful night I had last night! So busy and worked till around 9 with an empty stomach. On the way to train station at my workplace, I stepped into a hole and fell without even the need to balance or struggle. Before a lady wants to help me up, I already stood up and walk off. Can even hear her exclaimed OMG quite loudly. The next thing, I saw my jeans torn at the knee area. It's my fav levis' jeans which cost hundred bucks somemore! :( Heart hurts more than the wound man! End up have to cab home due to the wound. And when I reached home, wanting to pay the driver by NETS, the transaction can't get through. It's either the machine or the uncle don't know how to use, he took 5min to process it! :((((

What a wonderful night isn't it?? But what's new? Humpty dumpty had a fall the previous time after a breakup. So this time is just normal. This fall is nothing compared to my good friend, gaorui's injury. :( And I kinda enjoyed the pain right now, which made me feel that I'm still alive. Never thought pain can make me feel shiok after all. Sick man! :)