eerieeeeeee....arhhhhhhh~~~

oh man...after tellin my jie sumting i dun find it eerie at 1st....i felt tt its kinda eerie after tellin her...i tink iz cos nw its past midnite...its lyk tiz...everydae i put my hp above my hp pouch n den beside e alarm clock...they r placed on e floor cos i slpin on mattress onli...its nearer 2 mi n so i can hear e alarm clock..aniwae...when i open my eyes 10min b4 e time i haf 2 wk up tiz mornin...i notice my hp nt there...onli e hp pouch n alarm clock there..straight away i heard my hp's msg tone...it sounds so near but its nt in its usual place! den i tk up my pillow n saw it under my pillow! tiz iz oready q.weird 2 mi cos i nv put hp under e pillow de! n sumore if i reali sms til i slp, e hp shud b flip open w e msg half wae typed..hw cum its under my pillow?? nvm i juz c hu sms mi..den i saw a missed call n 1 sms..i view e call n its a v.long no!!! sumore its nt a s'pore no! its no iz +6013xxxxxxx ?!! i nv c tiz kind of no b4...but i didnt reali tink much so i juz view sms..tinkin izzit tiz no sms mi...but its wendy tellin mi she sick...so after tt i look at wat time e no called...its 3+am! hw cum i nv hear it?! i tink cos i juz started slpin 4 bout 1h when e no call..so i'm too tired 2 hear my hp rings...oh man...scary sia~ usuali i hear e hp ring i will pick up even when i'm slpin...but hw cum i cant hear it yest?! or izzit cos i hear it subconsciously n den put it under my pillow?! but its reali nt v.possible...cos i nv do tt whenever ppl call mi..e no iz so scary....izzit a call frm hell?!!! oh man..i'm mad!!!!!!!! wahahhah!! TINK TOO MUCH U SILLY WOMAN!!!!!!!! ARHAHHA!! cannt blame mi oso...nv met tiz kind of thing b4....hahahha!!

happi bdae~

juz finish bathin...sudd feelin tired..haha...had a long sch dae 2dae...9-5...or rather yest~ after tt went 2 town w quant, jessica n jun whye (her bf) 2 meet his frens -- qiang huan n marie 4 movie...reach lido at bout 6 n found a place 2 sit down 4 dinner..bought e tic b4 eatin..den yiwen joined us 4 dinner..20min b4 e movie time quant n i went down 2 find yan guang..cos he's quant's pri fren n he's workin there! arhah! we chatted awhile n went up 2 watch "juz lyk heaven"~~ haha..didnt reali wan 2 watch cos i juz watched movie last thur n oso went out e whole dae on fri...keep spendin $ lyk tt...hai..nt gd owaes ask $ frm mum oso wat...

but in e end stil go...arhha! luckily i went cos when i reach hm i'm q.xtra~ ahaah! cos mei's gt 2 frens at our hse doin their work...den jie w her bf..luckily nv go hm earli if nt i'll b bored...at 1st thot will b late n cant celebrate mei's bdae..but when i reach hm, we decided 2 wait 4 papa 2 cum hm den we cut cake n sing song..haha! my mei's fren bought her a small cake too...wantin 2 celebrate w her i tink...q.nice lah..at least gt e xin yi there...haha..he's oso frm zhss de..so he juz sae hi 2 mi lor...finali papa's hm n we sang bdae songs n cut cake..didnt eat as much cake as durin my mum's bdae..cos i ate a whole box of popcorn durin e movie...medium size sumore!! iz tt scary? as usual lah..owaes treat tt as my dinner...wahah!! i tink yiwen q.surprise tt i ate so much of e popcorn..haha! but stil i manage 2 eat 2 pieces of cake..ahaha! woohoo~ i shall go dry my hair nw n c if i shud go slp nt! happi bdae ling!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i tink i bring suayness 2 frens...

yest went out w yinru n gaorui after sch..we went 2 causeway pt cos yinru wanted 2 gt a pair of slippers...went 2 meet elise n yanxi in town at 5+...was rainin when we were out of e mrt..i omost bcum panda..arhah!! saw a few celebrities at taka..tink they haf an event goin on there....saw chen feng ling, wang jian fu, peifen, huishi, pan lingling, huang shi nan, li jing mei n lai yi ling....n li jing mei iz pretty! haha! when we walked out e door, we saw weng qing hai!!!!!!!! omg...he's juz so cool lah! ahha!! so handsum! woohoo~~ we walked ard til 9+ n when yanxi n i were sayin gdbye 2 elise n her fren, we saw joanne, yanguang, how yong n eugene again! haha! they oso goin hm...so we all walkd 2 mrt 2gether...how yong oso tk nel so he tk w yanxi n mi...on e train yanxi tk pic w him n oso help mi tk w him...after he left, she showed mi her fren's pic...den sudd her hp gt prob...after tt she msg mi tt all her pic gone...i tink i bring suayness 2 her n elise man! hahah...cos elise owaes drop her piercings when i go out w her..den nw look at yanxi's hp pic in e end all her pic gone...oh man..i reali bring suayness 2 them man....

finali!!

As finali over n i finali meet them!!!! met xinyi, peiru, beina n peiyu after sch end at 5 2 watch movie...melissa suppose 2 go too but didnt..so yinru joined us 2 watch harry potter cos they booked e tic le...i cant believe i actuali watch harry potter!!! muahah!! cos i'm nt a fan of it...nv even read e bks or watch e movies b4!! tiz iz e 1st time i actuali watch it! arhaha! well...i q.lyk tiz kind of movies de...magic kind..fairy tale kind..duno hw 2 describe..but juz tt so mani ppl r crazy over it n tiz mk mi feel abit sian..so i in e end nt interested...wanted 2 watch all 6 movies frm e start if i gt e chance but didnt...haha..but i reali dun regret goin 2 watch..its reali nice n worth e $ cos it shows bout 2 n 1/2h! i didnt noe its so long...haha...reali enjoyed e show lah~~ i tink maeb is oso cos of e accompany..haha! tk pic w every 1 of them except yinru cos she sae she havin headache..tml go out den tk..haha! e 5 of us tk pic again~~ yeah!! after e movie my clsmate, wei ling, saw mi..haha! she oso there 2 watch harry potter w her fren...i wore a brown t shirt..onli 3rd time wearin it n i notice 2dae alot ppl wear brown t shirt!~~ wahah!! so common i tink...saw guocheng wore brown 2dae...wei ling oso wore brown..den quant ruu's slippers oso brown~ haha! jessica n i owaes sae brown iz ji pu sai...haha..we r juz too bored in sch so there's alot rubbish n crap b/t us..haha! but i guess tiz iz 1 of e reasons y i dun mind goin sch bah..cos i noe these gd frens since yr 1~ enjoyed myself after sch 2dae (perhaps iz yest)!! shall meet them soon again!! goin out w yanxi n elise at nite later i guess~ yeah! but i tink my mum q.unhappi tt i keep goin out n nt goin hm 4 dinner...she tinks tt i'm spendin alot $..hai~

cuppycake song

i'm feelin so much better after listenin 2 cuppycake song -- strawberry shortcake....stil listenin nw...i muz thank my fren, shaun, hu sent mi tiz cute song long time ago when i'm upset...i've been usin tiz song 2 mk myself happier recentli..it reali does mk mi feel alot better...sent tiz song 2 jessica yest cos she wans it..haha..she oso tinks tt cuppycake song mk her dae n she oso feel better..

unhappi..........

i dunno y i'm feelin unhappi nw...i dunno......i'm juz feelin upset....i tink i'm juz too easy affected by others...can c frm my msn nick oready...tryin hard 2 b happi....i've been tryin 2 b happi recently...thou i'm reali happi sumtimes....most of e times i'm nt happi...i tink its cos i owaes keep things 2 myself or cos i'm juz too easily affected by others...i can gt upset sudd n dunno y...juz felt lyk cryin but no tears...but when tears cumin out i haf 2 control cos i dun wan let my family noe...haha...maeb i'm juz mad! alrite...i juz wan 2 sui sui nian here nia...i'm nt ok nw...nah i'll b fine soon....i tink i'm juz consolin myself..haha...my mind reali nt ok liao...there's nahtin happen...i juz felt sad 2dae....sudd de...i tink perhaps iz cos of sch work bah...i dunno...reali dunno......

dreams~~

so lazy 2 blog!! haha...shall start 2 blog bout wat happen tiz wk~ mon went out w jessica after sch end at 4..haha..she meetin her bf at nite so we went 2 bugis n chat at coffeebean..den after tt we met her bf n 3 other frens -- berlinda (dunno spell correctli nt..), qiang huan n lu chao..e 2 guys r so farni lah...haha..nice noein them..haha..frenli ppl! chat til bout 9 n we left...

met yanxi, elise n shawn at e coffeeshop near chomp chomp on thur nite..by e time i reach there oready 10..haha! suppose 2 meet yanxi 4 dinner but she 4gt she gt boexercise w elise..haha..so after tt we all meet up..long time nv c elise n shawn..happi tt we all can meet up finali..especiali elise cos i haven seen her 4 so long n didnt reali chat w her...juz hope everyting's well 4 my frens!!

onli had 1h lect 2dae...arghh..reali waste time man!! 12-1pm..mk mi wk up earli n go sch 4 onli 1h every fri..sian!! sumore duno wat e module tokkin bout de leh...so sad! when i met wendy at dover, she asked mi wat happen 2 my voice..arhha! well i gt flu when i wk up..so i tink my voice sounds weird..haha..oh well...i slp 4 e whole dae after i end my cls at 1..e moment i reach hm i watch tv n eat lunch..den fell aslp on e sofa...pig man..haha! i'm so tired til i haven remove my eye mkup n fell aslp while watchin tv..after tt i juz go slp in my rm til 10 den wk up...arhah! m i so tired?!!

haha..had been havin dreams on tue nite n wed afternn...arghh! i dun lyk those 3 dreams! had 2 dreams when i onli slp 4 2h on wed afternn...so sickenin! slp awhile onli haf wat dreams lah..sumore iz sum irritatin dreams n omost same thing lah..so fan!! guocheng sae dreams r impt 2 our slp...til nw i stil cant believe it...arhha!! i guess iz cos i owaes haf those dreams i dun lyk n den when i wk up i will keep tinkin bout them..haha..e 1st dream i dreamt of jessica n yanxi consolin mi..den e 3rd dream oso gt yanxi consolin mi...arhah!! i muz b mad liao lah!! haha...owaes dream of my frens..at least in these dreams stil gt my frens appear..nt onli dream of those irritatin things or ppl..happi tt i've gt gd frens ard mi!! hope i wun haf dreams so often..its juz so mani til even when i slp 4 onli 5min durin my break..i had dreams...its too much le...its enuff....

enjoyed tiz 2 daes!

went out w yinru n gaorui yest after sch..they waited 1h 4 mi cos my cls end 1h later den them..its lyk my cls iz frm 12-1...arghh...onli 1h lec on fri...so waste time rite...even my travel time iz more den tt...haha..we went 2 jurg pt 4 lunch cos e arcade there cheaper n we wanted 2 plae...hoho~~ ate at kfc n went 2 arcade...we plaed world combat n den time crisis 3..haha..at 1st we link plae time crisis 3..but when we wan 2 continue, a small boy juz snatch awae frm mi...haha! so e 3 of us continue on 1 player...n den we juz keep plaein n change $...dunno hw much we use..n we finaly completed time crisis 3!! ok i noe abit silly lah...but we juz wan 2 complete it...arhaha!!

went 2 queenstown at nite n papa drove us hm..he let them alight near our hse n yinru walked hm while gaorui haf 2 tk bus hm..cant drive them 2 their hse cos we goin 2 drive mum n den jie n her bf 4 dinner..went 2 east coast village eat dinner again...haha..haf been goin there recentli w my family..a nice place 2 go cos after tt we can go beach walk walk~~ when i reach hm n remove my eye mkup n watch tv..i'm so tired tt i noe i went 2 my rm 2 slp..but i cant rem wat happen when i step in my rm..i actuali fell unconscious! cos when i wk up 2dae i found tt i'm wearin my spec, hairclip iz stil on my hair n my hair tied in plaits haven remove..sumore i 'm huggin my folded blanket instead of unfoldin it 2 cover myself!! omg...wat happen?! i haf no memory at all...i cant recall or rem aniting after i step in e rm..arghh~~ m i so tired?! nah i dun tink so...

juz nw meet yanxi 4 dinner at chomp chomp again!!~~ woohoo!!! ate satay beehoon, chicken wings n zui guay...saw a few zhss ppl...after tt went 2 e nearby coffeshop 4 a drink...in e end yanxi stil gt cravin 4 food...haha...so she ordered thosai n i ate prata...haha..alrite its fattenin 2 eat prata but i dun care le...haha! fat? so b it lah..wahha! at least i enjoy my dae~~ y muz ppl so care bout fatness ne? i mean its gd if u care bout ur wt...but nt 2 those xtreme bah..rite? if whole world tinks tt u r thin n u stil wan 2 lose wt...well...shud tink bout it lah huh? haha...

m i hui yun?! haha..

yest after sch went 2 expo w yinru 2 find my mum..cos mum sms mi 2 go expo find her after sch..didnt wan 2 go at 1st cos i'm q.tired..den sudd rem yinru goin changi airport 4 her cya after sch..so we can travel frm sch 2 e end of east side 2gether..mum brought mi ard in tt metro sales..n she v.high lyk tt..hahah! keep askin mi go c shoes, clothes...haha! she oready been there since mornin cos papa drove her there..she lyk nt tired 1...haha..i shop awhile tired liao...we bought sum stuff n went 2 e fc oustide hall 6 2 eat abit n rest..we shared a bowl of mee siam n i onli eat abit..cos scared later dinner cannt eat..awhile later i fell aslp on e chair..onli slp awhile n i keep havin dream! mum wk mi up 2 go shop..haha..i ignored her n continued slpin~

after havin enuff slp we went back 2 shop again..i bought alot of things lyk dun haf 2 pay..haha! tink ppl hu noe mi wil noe tt i seldom buy stuff bah..haha..quant told mi tt she onli saw mi bought a hp pouch 4 myself..she saed i shud buy things 4 myself..haha! well..nw i did! bought so 3 bras, 3 shorts n 1 pair of ladies' slippers! so mani! when i told jessica..her reply was: muz b all black..yeah..omost all black..wahah! all 3 shorts r dark blue colour n my slipper iz black..haha! wanted 2 buy all black bras but mum told mi buy at least 1 other colour 4 white shirt..but e thing iz i dun reali matter n oso...i dun haf white shirt~~ haha! but stil i chose white de...so all e things i bought reali mostli black..

shop til bout 8 n papa cum n fetched us...while sittin on e chair waitin 4 parents 2 top up cashcard, i saw xiaxue w a fren..i saw her cos onli e 2 of them walked past mi at tt moment..n her face reali q.big...tt time yinru showed mi her blog n she oso agreed tt xiaxue's face iz big..her face looks big, red n dark..haha..as if she drunk..haha...but doubt so..went 2 tung lok seafood restaurant at east coast w parents n jie..its oready 9 n they decided 2 eat buffet de..cos more hua suan..didnt eat much cos i havin gastric...wasted man..haha! if nt can eat alot liao~ e service there iz reali best!! staff there r polite...v.tkin care of e customers...e staff even asked if i need 2 cover my shirt w a cloth cos he c tt my shirt iz light blue de..scared i will dirtied my shirt when eatin crab..haha! when he c our plates gt prawns' shells or crab shells...he will change our plates immediately...haha..e staff v.thotful~ we were e last 2 leave cos we reach late...haha..they didnt show ani impatience or unhappiness even thou we sittin there til q.late...v.gd service!

sch started..

started sch yest....its onli frm 12-4 but i'm tired after sch..haha..1st 2h iz tut n we ended earli after e lectr intro us e module..so went 2 pizzahut at fc5 w jessica, yiwen, jonathan n junda..after tt we dunno wat 2 do..i suggested xplorin e sch but no1 bothers mi..muahha!!! in e end we went 2 club hse 2 plae game..dunno wats tt game call...didnt manage 2 end a game n we went back 2 our blk 2 haf e last lec of e dae..sch ended at 4 n parents fetched mi 2 ikea..papa tk leave recently so tts y haf been goin out w my family 4 e past wks..so bored at ikea tt i keep yawnin..so scared my black eyeliner will b washed awae by my tears n bcum panda ghost...wahah! had 3 chicken wings at ikea...woohoo! cos parents keep tellin mi v.nice so they bought 4 mi..indeed...v.nice! n i realise tt every table ordered e chicken wings!! its reali EVERY TABLE!!! amazin~ i'm so full tt i didnt go dinner w parents..so they fetched mi hm b4 goin 4 dinner..asked them da bao stingray frm chomp chomp cos they goin there eat..haha..cos i missed e stingray at chomp chomp..last time i dun eat until tiz yr go there w yanxi n i fell in luv w stingray..ahha!

2dae went 2 orchard w parents in e afternn cos i saed i wanted 2 buy clothes..so they bring mi go look 4 clothes..but in e end i dun feel lyk shoppin..haha! cos shop clothes w them q.weird..they brought mi 2 tangs..2dae's e 1st time i go far east shop w my parents! sumore iz my mum sae de..haha..last time she dun lyk mi go there so i'm q.surprise she willing 2 go w mi..ahaha! but stil i no mood shop..so we went 4 dinner..i'm nt hungry so nv eat...after tt mum went 2 breadtalk buy breads 4 tml's breakfast so i shun bian bought breads 4 my dinner n breakfast...bought 3 breads n 1 cheesecake..woohoo!!~ tml sch 9-3...better go slp le..shoppin on thur ani1????