omg! 19h?!!

dunno hw long i nv blog le..tink q.long bah...cant reali rem wat happen durin e daes i nv blog..dun wan 2 recall..so tirin..onli noe i'm workin on proj these daes..yest went 2 bugis seoul garden w baba family!! seems so long tt we met 2gether n go seoul garden...oh i sudd rem!! e 1st time we go seoul garden iz march time..haha! bout 5mths since we 4 go out 2gether!~~ when eatin there's sum ppl filmin e place..den a guy cum 2 our table n sae they wan film us cookin e food...haha! so toopid lah ok..den i asked them wat they filmin 4..e person sae iz 4 wat travel video de..so he filmed e process of meat gttin cooked..haha..scarly they r filmin tt thiz iz nt healthy or wat..haha! doesnt matter cos we stil enjoy ourselves~ wendy left earlier cos she meetin fren..e 3 of us juz continue eat..iz lyk mi n jessica nt full at all..quant kept eatin vegetables..i can even smell it! haha! mi n jessica ate ice cream b4 we left..quant nv eat..guess she ate too much veg...muhaha! aniwae we walked ard n went 2 paradis center 2 plae pool..tiz iz my 4th time plaein~~ gttin addicted 2 plaein pool other den arcade liao..haha! quant left abit earlier than jessica n mi cos her mum cum fetch her..e 2 of us left at 9+ den walk 2 dhoby ghaut..mi tk e train hm while she went 2 a busstp 2 meet her bf..

by e time i reached hm..i v.tired..wanted 2 go online after bathin but in e end i go slp..tinkin tt i will wk up earlier 2 do my work...so i slp at bout 12 midnite..its been such a long time since i slp so earli..in e end i nv wk up earli 2dae...i slp til 7pm!!! omg....i slp 4 bout 19h!!!!!!!! i felt xtremely weak when i wk up...tink i slp too much den i gt no energy at all e moment i wk up..even felt tt vomitin so i rushed 2 e toilet..i basically sat on e floor n havin cold sweat..i've nv haf cold sweat til lyk tiz b4..its reali serious til i abit scared i black out..keep calmin myself cos i felt reali weak n my vision too bright..cant c clearly..as if i'll fell 2 e floor anitime..hai..nxt time cannt slp too much...if nt will faint...its reali too much...haha..wasted a dae..sian~~

2dae iz a holi?? doubt so..

went 2 watch firework w peiru, xinyi, beina, peiyu n melissa on sat nite~ its reali beautiful n we enjoyed totally!! went 2 eat dou hua near bugis after e firework..den plaed arcade n pool after eatin e dou hua~~ waited 4 e bus at 11.30 n reached hm at bout 12..asked my papa wait 4 mi at e lift cos i dun dare tk alone...arhah!! he v.nice lor...straight awae cum down wait 4 mi..i asked my mum cum down she saed," aiyah! i juz watch u frm our hse lah..no need go down liao..u cum up urself lor.." so i asked my papa wait 4 mi..arhah!! enjoyable dae!! woohoo~~

pia e illustration part 4 my ecm on sun...did till wan vomit...bad dae...cos my rite knee accidentally hit e tv table in e afternn..causin my left toe 2 scratch my rite ankle..ppl might nt noe wat i tokkin here lah...sure tink i v.toopid...well..I REALI AM V.SILLY LAH OK!! haha!! aniwae e scratch iz so serious tt e whole skin iz bein "sliced off" lor..i was so shocked..awhile later it den started bleedin...oh man...painful iz wat i can sae..no need 2 sae durin e bathe...its even more painful..aniwae manage 2 pia finish e ecm illustration part..its oready 2.30 in e mornin when i finish it...thanks gaorui hu pei mi pia e whole nite..he keep tokkin 2 mi on msn 2 keep mi awake n pressurize mi..haha!! if nt i tink i cant finish e vomit blood proj...tink of it nw i reali wan vomit..

watched firework at esplanade again yest midnite..but tiz time iz w my parents n mei..i still wan 2 sae....ITS BEAUTIFUL!!! wahaha!! go e place n watch it "live"..u will reali luv it!!~~ e place q.crowded...parents sat on e curb while mi n mei sat on e track in front of them..my parents keep askin us 2 sit on e curb but we dun wan..as more ppl sat on e track n lesser space 4 ppl 2 walk past...my papa keep naggin at mi 2 b careful of my leg cos he scared ppl walked past nv c n den step on my feet..he v.worried bout e wound n my rite feet..haha! tink he worried til abit angry cos i dun wan sit on curb n he v.worried e passer-bys will hurt my wound..felt abit bad...but e firework started soon when he gt angry..ahha! dunno he gt enjoy e firework nt..hopefully gt bah~

its a public holi 2dae n i stil haf 2 wk up at 8 2 go yiwen's hse do e suckiest PSCM proj..so tired...cos yest reached hm at bout 1..didnt reali haf enuff slp...sumore yiwen's hse so far..near simei there...haf 2 travel q.far...but compared 2 jessica i tink i nt tt far...haha! did e proj til i omost faint..haha! i totally cannt hear wat iz discussed..dun even noe wat i doin..cos i too tired till my brain juz died...haha!! its reali tedious doin e proj..especially in e afternn..cos i'm in nite mode..afternn iz my most tired time de..we all manage 2 do most of e report..divided e presentatn part b4 goin hm...aniwae i missed andy's show in e afternn cos of thiz bloody PSCM proj...its lyk...tiz proj reali iz disgustin lah...mk eveli 1 so tired n irritated..arghh!! damn it!! gttin vulgar again...haha~ sian...my wound stil nt ok 2dae cos still will feel e pain when bathin...guess e wound iz q.deep bah..tts y e wound stil nt closed..scared gt infection..cos it seems nt in gd condition..arhhaa!! hope i wun accidentally hit or bang or knock or watever on e wound..haha!!

happi national dae aniwae!!~ thou its nt a holi 2 mi lah..haha!!

tu ran lei le...

i'm drainin out soon...mani things 2 do..seems endless...hai..reali need more time!! HELP MI!!! yest afternn slp awhile..had a dream tt mk mi feel bad..dun wan tok bout it here..

hai..dun feel lyk tokkin 4 e whole dae..i'm nt feelin gd nw..cos there's alot things waitin 4 mi 2 do..hai!!! gt so mani proj on my mind til i cant slp well..eat well..havin diarrea yest..hands gttin shaky..eyebag of left eye looks as if swollen..dark circles gttin darker...body gttin weaker...guess my daes nt long le bah..nxt tue iz a public holi n we haf 2 do supply chain(PSCM) proj...wed after sch doin ECM...fri after sch doin tourism(PTH) proj...oh man.....i feel so stress n depressed tt i feel lyk vomitin nw...feel lyk cryin too...oh no...my depression cumin back n iz even more worse den last yr...cos i'm startin 2 hallucinate..tink i heard sum1 screamin when i bath but apparently no 1 scream..hai~ i look lyk a zombie nw...looks as if i'm movin ard without soul...i'm v.v.tired...xtremely drained...so iz my clsmates i believe...everyone needs more time 4 e projS...reali hopin tt everything's over soon..

lookin 4ward 2 tiz sat cos i'll b meetin my frens 2 go watch fireworks..peiru sae gt mayday..so xcited when she told mi..but nw realise my jie goin HK tml n she'll b bringin mei's dig cam 2 HK..hai..cant tk pic of e fireworks n mayday..sian~ arghh..my left eye gttin more swollen nw..hai!! reali tu ran lei le...........HELP!!!