frens r e best!

dunno hw 2 blog..abit lazy...ok...wed went out elise n yanxi again!~~~ went 2 yanxi's hse..her swimmin pool iz sooo big man~ can swim laps de! haha..sumore scenery oso v.nice!! so envious~ mine lyk nt a condo at all...no condo feel at all lor! tink cos my area too small le...hai~ her condo iz reali v.nice!! aniwae chatted n watched tv at her hse~ den her dad brought us dinner..chicken rice~ long time nv eat...yummy!~~ we brought e food down 2 e swimmin pool nearby 2 eat n chatted..cos v.windy n coolin~ went back her hse watch tv at 9..staed at her hse til 11+..den elise n mi shared cab..she goin athar while mi goin hm..let her alight liao den i go hm..cos i dun feel lyk goin hm earli...

yest(thur) mornin my whole famliy go hill prayed grandma..cos its e 100th dae frm e dae she passed awae...we reached earlier so went 2 nearby coffeeshop eat breakfast..n i actuali ate a bowl of prawn mee n a char siew bao!!! wah lao..mi nv eat so much 4 breakfast b4!! dunno wth iz happenin 2 mi man...reali nt v.happi these few daes lah..onli happi when i'm w frens..so i ate alot these few daes...sumore even late at nite oso dun care..stil eat...arghhh!! growin fatter lah! f***! shit!! go die lah!! arghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aniwae..met e rest of e relatives liao n go hill 2gether..hai..my papa cried again when he's there lookin at my grandma's pic...i reali heartbreak whenever he cried in front of her pic...wah lao..feel lyk dyin man....my papa's reali emotional..no wonder i oso lyk tt...its e genes i guess...haha!! ok..reach hm in e afternn n i'm feelin damn irritated..cos my jie promised mi go gym..but she fell aslp on e sofa..she sae she'll go after a nap..but..i waited til angry so i oso go slp...arghh! den when gain conscious i heard she goin swimmin...its 7 btw...wah lao ehh...felt damn cheated...i reali HATE tiz kind of feelin...nv promise aniting if u cant do it!!! cb! since young oready gt tiz feelin...ppl promised mi sumting n they dun fulfil wat they promised....tiz iz shitty ok!!! arghhh!!! HATE IT!! didnt go gym in e end..so juz jog on e spot in my bathrm b4 i bath...was feelin damn angry at tt moment n i dunno hw long i run...jump..jog..tink onli 15min..hai...sian~ wanted 2 try e feelin of gttin drunk..so i gt e alcohol in my fridge n drink..its nt easy 2 gt drunk cos my mei's alcohol onli 10%...i dunno hw mani % wil mk mi drunk..but i juz wan 2 drink bah...so doesnt matter...i was reali feelin damn irritated n angry n sian n moody at nite...den stil gt a siao guy called mi...dunno hu e hell iz tt...its a wrong no n he didnt noe! wah lao..1st time he nv tok so i hang..2nd time called i angry..shouted at him," HU R U!" den he even dare 2 sae,"wah..awhile onli u dunno meh?" wah lao! i sian til i juz hang e phone..he's lucky tt i didnt scolded him idiot..later on he called again..tiz time my jie was beside mi..so i let her ans..she asked him hu he's lookin 4 n told him wrong no...my jie told mi he called 2 ask," wat u wan eat?" wah lao...tiz idiot guy arh...feel lyk slappin HARD on his face! ok..i'm juz feelin violent...zhaowei..soli arh..was feelin xtremly moody when u msg mi so when i replied u i tk longer time..

2dae went 2 yanxi's hse again w elise~ cos we plan 2 go swim...its their idea lah..cos i dunno hw 2 swim aniwae..actuali wanted 2 borrow swim suit frm my jie..but didnt in e end cos my leg muscles ache..dun feel lyk goin in2 water..scared later e leg cramp den i drown..hahaha!! no lah..actuali its v.painful..cant even walk properly..haf 2 limp sumore...hw 2 go plae water...? hai..but they forced mi go down when i reached her hse..sad!! yanxi lend mi a tube n shorts...hai..onli promised them 2 go steam bath cos i reali dun wan go down..so they went 2 adult pool n swim..they forced mi down by sprayin water on mi when i restin on e chair..but stil..i continued 2 rest on e chair..didnt go down..when we wanted 2 go steam bath..there's ppl inside..so we bk 7.30 de..there's til bout 30min so we go baby pool plae..tiz time i went down..cos e pool iz shallow mah..haha! guess e onli pool i go iz baby pool...lousy lah~ went 2 steambath n its so steamy! e moment we went in i cant c a thing..cos other den its steamy..i haf 2 tk out my spec cos e water condensed on it..cant c if i stil wear it..its so hot inside...even hotter den sauna..tink can gt burn~ but i lyk it..haha! went 2 athar juz nw...yanxi's happi again!~~ arhahah!! rite yanxi?? haha! ate cheese prata while she ate mee goreng...felt lyk eatin another 1 but didnt...cos its late n sumore elise's frens joined our table w theirs..den i dun feel lyk eatin..cos no 1's eatin..feel weird eatin alone..actuali yanxi stil eatin..but she's finishin e food soon...so dun wan order ani food 2 eat..aniwae...enjoyed goin out w them! wun tink soo much when i'm w frens...i reali dun wan 2 tink bout aniting cos i owaes cant slp due 2 too much tinkin...all these daes i haf been rottin on e bed 4 more den an hr b4 i fell aslp...arghh! so sian!!

he called mi at 11+ n i didnt hear...i'm soli...cos didnt xpect u 2 call mi so late...was waitin ur msg or call b4 10.30....so didnt reali bother bout my hp after 10.30...sumore i outside..so cant hear...soli...but hw cum 11.25 liao u stil can call mi?? i'm reali puzzled...aniwae..soli didnt ans ur call....

omg!!

yinru cum my hse in e afternn n we mk a big pot of mashed potato w crab stick n luncheon meat added inside~~ sounds weird huh? but it taste gd! sumore we stil fried sausages n fish fillet n oso opened a can of baked beans....omg!! tink i gain at least 2kg 2dae!!! arghhhh~~~ haf been stuffin myself w alot alot alot food tiz few daes....arghhh!! dunno wats happenin 2 mi...maeb cos nt feelin gd bah...haf been stonin these few daes when watchin tv...tts reali nt lyk mi man! haf been eatin alot food after midnite tiz few daes....its been ages since i eat after midnite le...cos wanted 2 jian fei mah..but these few daes reali damn moody til i eat unknowingly....sun midnite ate cup noodle, dim sum n yogurt ice cream....mon midnite(tt means yest lah..) went downstair..bought ice cream n 3 packets of tibits..even my jie shock n asked if i'm ok..haha! ate a packet of veg crackers b4 goin downstair..den ate a packet of cheese roller coasters when i reach hm...n i eat e whole packet myself! arghh..den 2dae...well...juz nw sae le...a BIG POT of mashed potato n other food...shared b/t mi n yinru ONLI....

received elise msg at bout 9...askin if i wan go arthar..at 1st mi suggest other place cos feel weird goin there when her frens r all there...but she sae she nt joinin her frens..so i met her at bout 10...den we chatted awhile n she felt lyk eatin omelette w onion...hahah! so we ordered n eat!!! den when i reach hm...i tk out e magnum ice cream i bought yest n eat!! well..its oready midnite lor!!! arghh!!! midnite eat food iz e worst lor....by lookin at wat i ate these 3 daes...can reali c hw much wt i gain!! guess i gain at least 5kg le...arhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! scary wor...hai...i reali dun wan 2 bcum lyk last time when i ate alot at midnite n den bcum tt SWOLLEN BURGER FACE!! thou i nw oso gt burger face lah..but e time b4 i go poly its reali scary!!!! i c tt face i reali wan die man!!!!!!!! hai...juz too bad i gt a round face...its reali diffct 2 bcum thinner or at least maintain it as nt so round..reali haf 2 mk alot effort...hai~~ guess tiz holi iz diffct 2 go thru...hopefully eveliting will b fine n goes on smoothly........................hope so....reali.....

aniwae juz nw chatted w elise at arthar juz nw..reali feel v.nice n gd!! long time nv chat w her lyk wat we did in pri sch..reali misses those daes...hopefully we'll b able 2 chat more often n go out more since we r both so free nw~~ hoho! yanxi, we'll go 2 arthar again soon rite? bet u miss e place! arhhaha!! cos u havin sch..so cant ask u out til too late..so prepare 2 stae late outside durin wkends arh!! hahaha!

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alrite...i'm bored again...hai...or maeb iz moody..nt bored....actuali can find sumting do when i'm bored...but when i'm moody..i reali wan 2 keep quiet n leave myself alone....nt feelin happi or sad at all nw...emotionless nw...guess i reali goin downstair 2 tk a walk myself later...feel lyk askin elise if she wan go walk w mi but she's sick...so cant ask her cum out..oso thot of visitin her nw cos we live q.near....but cant cos its kind of late n i wan let her rest..or maeb she's nt at hm...well...juz hope she recover sooooonnnnnnn~~~~ elise: tk care of urself n reali reali reali hope u gt well soonn!!! den we'll go out again w yanxi too..haha! she's been missin arthar...haha!!! rite yanxi?? haha!!!

hai...there's alot of things i need 2 tink bout...i need 2 b alone...dun feel lyk openin my mouth 2 tok 2 ani1 at tiz moment...feel tong ku when i haf 2 force myself 2 open my mouth n ans my parents when they asked mi qn or tok 2 mi..alrite....goin downstair 2 stare at e stars soonn rite after my jie msg mi...waitin 4 her msg nw...ah zeh! quick cum hm~

moody~

yest didnt slp well..forced myself 2 slp at 3 but cant fell aslp..n i cant believe i actuali tk out a storybk i read b4 last time n read again! finali fell aslp when i started readin awhile..guess by e time i fell aslp iz 6 le...den 8+ wk up by junjie's msg..replied him n continued slpin..11+ wk up by zhaowei's msg...den i didnt continue 2 slp le...cos he wan meet mi at ard 4+...was shocked when i saw his msg..cos i thot he gt confine 2dae...in e end "postphone"...hai...whole nite didnt slp....cos was havin alot dreams!! hw 2 slp well lyk tt...

met zhaowei at j8 ard 6+...was late..so soli! hai..i shud learn 2 b more punctual again...aniwae walked ard in j8 n can reali sae we r rottin...haha! he had his dinner at long john while mi ate a po piah b4 goin hm...he pei mi wait 4 my bus at e interchg n went 2 tk train hm...den i realised i can pei him tk train 2 city hall..but mi on e bus le..haha~ den i msg my jie 2 cum bus stp pei mi walked hm cos i v.sian...haha! den she agreed! but when i reached e bus stp she haven reach so i walked hm myself while callin her..she asked mi wait at another bus stp cos she's on e wae..den i realised her bf iz drivin my papa's car 2 fetch mi hm!!! wahaha! she's w her bf on e car..tiz iz soooooooooo exaggeratin! cos my hse iz nearby n jie actuali cum drive mi hm?! in e end oso nv go hm lah...keke!

he drove e car 2 e 7-11 opp zhss..they went down 2 pay hp bill...mei called 2 ask us go fetch her..cos she juz ended work..so drove e car 2 bugis n fetched her..den after tt..we went 2 selegie rd there 2 buy e famous dao hui eat~ da bao e dao hui n i suggest dun go hm yet cos its stil earli..so jie's bf drove ard n finali we decided 2 go mt faber~~ woohoo!! its a nice place!! we found a parkin lot n tk our dao hui w us 2 eat while enjoyin e scenery~ jie's bf v.nice..haahha! tink he can c i v.moody e whole journey on e car...when my mei cum disturb mi he told her dun cum disturb mi cos i sudd v.you yu..hahah!! he sae dun go disturb you yu ppl...wahahha!! aniwae we sat there 4 awhile n ate dao hui n i stared at e scenery...den i heard cats' mewin! omg...tts soo disturbin..scary...disgustin...n c-in e cat walked past mi mk mi lose all e mood! argh~~ oready v.moody liao..den e cats appeared...hai..wat 2 sae...spoiled my mood lor~ even thou c cats..stil dun feel lyk goin hm yet..gt e feelin of staein at mt faber til mornin~ but they wan go hm le...so jie's bf drove us back...on e wae hm sudd rem actuali he slp earli de...but he pei us til so late..haha! so nice of him~~ tink i can c his eyes abit red red liao...reached hm bout 1+ le..tink he's sound aslp in e rm nw...zzzzZZZ~~~

fun~~

hai..papa went sarawak 2dae afternn...jie n mi pei him wait taxi..cos we cant go airport c him off..he tkin bus frm NUS 2 malaysia 2 tk e plane...so we cant c him tk plane at changi...after he board e taxi..i grabbed my jie 2 pei mi walk 2 bus stp cos i goin 2 meet xinyi..den she dun wan..so i shouted n mk noise n so called *teh~*..n i was xtremely loud...den gt tiz ah neh walked past n luffed at mi!! he was walkin behind mi..so i didnt c him..i onli hear his luffter!! his luffter iz even louder den i shout lor! piang ehh..den i was lyk lookin at him w my jie..we both stun n luff out v.loudly! den he lyk v.happi...luff at us....arghh!! den i turn 2 my jie n sae "xi ah neh"...my jie sae he turn ard n look at mi..aiyah..hu care~ she sae i sae so loud til he turn ard...aiyah..guess he nv hear it..juz tt he wan turn ard n luff at MI again! humph! ah nehs juz lyk 2 luff at mi....duno y!! cos they jealous i gt fairer skin???? nvm..i juz rubbishin again.........

aniwae met xinyi at bishan interchg...i was late...paiseh leh..cos i insist 2 pei my papa wait taxi..went 2 j8 cos she wan buy bandage..den we saw peiru n beina~~~ arhaha!! so qiao! den we 4 go mos burger chat while xinyi n i wait 4 yanxi n tricia..cos we meetin at j8...soon they cum...we went 2 food court while peiru n beina left 1st..e 4 of us sat at food court til 5 n decided 2 watch movie...went 2 watch "e pacifier"..bought 2 packets of popcorns n drinks...yanxi n i ate omost all e popcorn..we haf 1 box each..haha!~ lyk 2 eat popcorn when watchin movie lah~ mei ban fa...muz haf popcorn when watchin movie de..if nt i'll fell aslp i guess..

went 2 xinyi's hse 2 watch hei ye cai hong..its e last episode...while yanxi n tricia stil at j8 walkin...mi walk back 2 j8 find them after e show cos they asked mi wan go arthar nt...yanxi saed she asked elise 2 go too but tink elise abit sick...nt feelin well i guess...sae she voiceless...wah...wonder wat happen..hope she'll b fine~~ we reached there bout 9 le..den yanxi chose a gd place 2 sit...cos aiyah..yanxi noe lah huh?? ahhaha!! nice scenery there lor...hor yanxi?? haha!! tink she haf a gd time there lah~ other den a guy hu's zijing's fren hu spoiled her mood..hahaa!! cos yanxi iz polite enuff 2 sae hi 2 him but he juz turn his back 2wards us...yanxi sae hi 2nd time n he reali juz turn ard at her lor! wah lao...wat kind of guy iz tiz....at least if 1st time we sae hi he didnt hear or thot we saein hi 2 another guy iz stil ok..but yanxi even sae hi 2 HIM 2nd time lor!! he juz TURN ARD n BACKFACED yanxi!!!?? wat kind of attitude iz tiz?? ok..i'm nt bein unreasonable..if he's shy..at least can sae hi?? or maeb juz smile...or AT E V.LEAST smile FAKELY??!!! arghh..he's reali rude 2 do tiz 2 yanxi lah...hahaha...yanxi soo angry w him...haha! nt even her lah..i told my bf tiz n he oso irritated n sae,"ask him go die lah.." wahhaha!!! ok fine...i dun wan b MEAN 2 TT GUY le....maeb he's REALI TOOOOOOOOOO SHY~~~~ rite yanxi?? -_-"

ohh..aniwae...happi bdae zhaowei~~ thou iz juz over le lah...but stil..happi bdae arh!!~~ haha!

which 1??

was so bored so went 2 look 4 new blogskins..saw a few i q.lyk....1 of them iz black backgrd w a lady sittin at e left side...abit gothic..theme iz "on my own"...nt bad....another iz "my life"..white backgrd w a guy standin on e rite...den gt "my life iz an out-of-tuned key" phrase..gt music score n piano keys drawins...nt bad oso..i lyk those short phrases inside e blogskin!!~~ dunno which 2 choose..haha! e black backgrd 1 iz nice but i feel tt e songs i lyk n owaes put in my blog doesnt suit e gothic feelin..den 4 e white backgrd 1...it looks q.similar w junjie's blogskin..scared he will mind...hmm....wat 2 choose ne...there's oso 2 other blogskins nt bad..both black backgrds...1 iz "road 2 nowhere"...on e top of pg iz a pic showin an endless road..orange words at e bottom..another blogskin iz "trapped"...a ger at e top of pg..trapped inside a place w hands on e window...hmm...guess i'll nv gt myself a blogskin if i continue 2 b so indecisive...i'm owaes indecisive in mkin decision!! so siann!! arghh~~

e 5 bimbos~

went out w baba family n wendy's fren, eunice 2dae~ met jessica n quant at orchard mac ard 2+...i was late so they go eat 1st..den i joined them..wendy saed she'll b late so i decided 2 eat..nt hungry at all thou..but force myself eat cos nahtin 2 do oso...den she cum w eunice...e 5 of us went 2 topshop n they started bimbo-in!!! arghh! buay tahan~ haha!! they started lookin 4 clothes we'll nv ever touch or wear or buy! cos they decided 2 go fittin rm try on e clothes n luff at each other..i'm nt let off oso...they found a mini skirt w 5 diff colours..juz nice 4 e 5 of us..den they started lookin 4 e top..i was rottin ard n they were v.enthu lookin 4 top..sumore they all helpin mi 2 find 1!!! arghh~ so farni lor..i keep frownin at e top they find 4 mi..cos its reali..erm...no comment man....all r either spag or low cut de....halo frens...i've gt no shape alrite! haha!! they were so xcited 2 c mi in spag man...especiali jessica lor...haha! wats so xcitin c-in mi in spag huh ppl?? after havin a top n e skirt, we all went 2 e fittin rm n change...i went 2 e same fittin rm w jessica cos i dun wan change at e 1st rm..ppl can c mi changin in 1st rm de lor..haha! so i rather go same rm w her..aniwae they all change their clothes n even tk pic..haha! reali bimbos man..mi change e top liao den i reali buay tahan..cos its nt fittin at all! didnt try e skirt cos i wearin jeans..lazy 2 change in2 e skirt..they all wearin skirts so ok 4 them bah...aniwae i tink e salesger v.irritated by e 5 bimbos bah..haha! hu care lah~

went 2 heeren n walk ard..den went 2 marche rest n chat..ate a warm choc brownie w choc ice cream..omg..i'm gonna bcum a big fat pig soon!!! thou its q.a small amt..i'm damn full lor! arghh..tink my appetite turn smaller le..dun reali haf appetite tiz few daes..aniwae quant left 1st cos she went 2 meet her mum..den we parted after walkin out of heeren 2gether..wendy shouted my name loud when she crossin e road w eunice n pointed at another road junction..jessica n i looked across n saw peijun w her fren~ so qiao~ we waved 2 them n continued crossin e road...walked 2 ps cos i tkin train at dhoby ghaut n jessica waitin her bf..den half wae we decided 2 go arcade~~ haha! went 2 plae e drum n time crisis 4 awhile b4 she tk bus find her bf while i tk train hm...goin 2 go watch tv le~ 1st episode..hope its nice~

borreeeeddddddddddddd~~

i'm so bored nw! uncle n ah boy r at my hse nw~ ah boy cum here swimmin again! keke! he's stil as cute~~ haha!! yest went out w elise n yanxi..enjoyed my dae w them~ went orchard n shop..sat down n chat oso...met marielle while sittin at a cafe n chat~ she's w her fren...a v.handsum n sincere guy~ tink yanxi mesmerised by him le..haha!! after tt she went off w her fren while e 3 of us went 2 arthar..a prata shop elise owaes go..by e time we reach there bout 9+ le bah..nt sure oso...e prata shop iz at srg area..q.near my hse oso..elise's frens r there chattin n so we 3 joined them...felt abit paiseh n weird but luckily yanxi n elise ard w mi..so iz stil ok~ seen most of elise's frens b4 cos they r all frm e same sec as mi..so q.ok bah..but stil i didnt tok much cos there's nahtin 4 mi 2 sae oso..yanxi n i kept luffin at e things they sae...zhaowei called mi at bout 9.50..chatted awhile n he hang e phone cos he noe i'm w frens..he sae he'll call mi again later on at 10.30...indeed he called again later...elise was lyk mkin fun of mi when i chattin w him..ahha! she sooo farni man!!! elise arh...aiyoh! farni huh~ mk mi luff lyk mad...he saed he's drunk n iz tired..so i asked him go back his chalet n rest...scared later he drunk n fell aslp at e swimmin pool there..haha! lyk sum liu lang ah pek lor~ he's back at e chalet n told him go rest..chatted awhile b4 hangin phone...continue 2 chat w yanxi n elise...tk a few pic w them oso...

pei yanxi wait 4 her 136 bus at 11+..cos dun wan she alone wait at e bus stp..she board e bus at ard 11.50 bah..4gt liao..den i waited my 147 at e bus stp..saw tricia while waitin..chatted 4 a few min n she left..waited 4 40min e bus stil nt here..haha! so toopid..shud haf taken other bus go hm...cos 4gt i stil can tk other bus..juz tt i haf 2 walk abit further..so in e end i tk a cab hm...onli $5 nia..reach hm at bout 1..went online 4 awhile onli cos laptop gt prob..so irritatin! sumore headache til v.jia lart..dunno y..e moment i go hm liao start 2 headache..maeb i smoke too much 2nd hand smoke..but i long ago use 2 it le leh...so maeb nt cos of e smoke lah..muz b my ownself gt prob liao~ holi le..i wan 2 slp as long as possible til at least 3pm but i cant! i juz couldnt slp ani longer..2dae 8+ wk up saw zhaowei's msg..he msg mi at 6+ but my hp nt on..cos no batt...continue 2 slp after msgin him til 9+...12 wk up again..cos i heard ah boy cumin over my hse...y cant i slp longer???? nwadaes wan 2 slp longer but juz cant! i dun wan wk up earli cos i owaes rot in e afternn!! if i goin out..i dun mind wkin up earli cos at least i noe there's sumting 4 mi 2 do...if nt goin out...i wan 2 slp til 6!!! but y cannt??

happi!!

hai..cant slp again..so wk up at 12+..even more earlier den yest..sian! wat happen..holi iz here n i thot i can slp long long..but...cant continue 2 slp...aniwae..zhaowei msg mi at bout 12 n asked if i wan go chalet w him at pasir ris...all r his sec frens i tink..i rejected cos i duno his frens..sumore i dun tok much w strangers ard..hope he'll understd...aiyah..alrite....i'm juz bein anti social~ alrite.....went 2 bath cos dunno if afternn wil go out w elise n yanxi..yanxi asked mi out few daes ago..she saed elise pei-in her go cut hair 1st..den after tt if gt go out den tell mi...she oso gt asked mi if i goin out w my bf..if nt they wil ask mi out..haha~ so nw since my bf goin chalet 2 meet his sec frens..den i can go meet my best frens le!!~~ yeah!~~ didnt c him 4 bout 3wks le..maeb xi guan le bah...i oso dunno...yest nite he didnt msg mi..tts e 1st time he nv msg mi since e dae we r 2gether...dunno wat happen 2 him..guessed he's busy..so didnt tink too much..luckily yest gt nice tv programmes 2 keep mi busy watchin n gt my jie's bf ard 2 mk mi luff...so didnt reali tink too much wat he's doin...aniwae..goin out soon 2 meet elise n yanxi le!!! woohoo~~~ wonder where we'll b goin~~ haha!!

juz nw on frenster saw sum1 add mi...den i c e name v.v.familiar....c e face abit familiar nia..haha!! guisheng!! he's my K2 clsmate!! i'm soooo happi 2 c him in frenster~ haha!! so surprise lor!! he's oso in e same pri as mi..but nv in e same cls..a v.long time nv c him lia...bout 5yrs i guess...he's diff frm last time!! haha!! he dyed his hair ghim!!~~ woohoo!! stil rem we staed q.near each other last time..den there's once my papa drove both of us 2 sch 2gether cos its rainin heavily...wow~ all these memories r lyk...happen in lower pri time lor...hmm..more den 8yrs le~~ i noe him 1 yr earlier den i noe elise..wah..noe both of them soo long le!! haha!! miss all my kindergarten n pri sch frens alot alot!! reali glad i can stil keep in contact w sum of them~

bored!!

i'm so bored!! wk up at 1+ n i cant slp animore..dunno y..i tried 2 continue slpin but juz cant go back slp...so haf 2 wk up..so sian! yest slp til 6+...2dae 1+ wk up liao..arghh..dun lyk 2 wk up so earli cos i gt nahtin 2 do in e afternn!! hai..rot 4 e whole afternn by watchin tv...den wendy called n tell mi she gt blog le..asked mi link her...juz nw went 2 her blog 2 tk a look..haha! she's usin e same backgrd as mine..abit confuse when i c hers n mine..haha! wanted 2 look 4 blogskin long time ago but no time..cos of proj lah..exams lah...n blah blah prob...keke..elise even helped mi find a few blogskin 4 mi..haha! v.helpful~ junjie oso taught mi go where find blogskin n blah blah...thanks ppl! exams over n holi iz here!!!! i wan go out watch movie or walk walk!!! so bored at hm...rottin liao~~ hu's free here?? wan go out?? haha!!

blog song

changed my blog song few daes ago when i studyin 4 my exam...tiz song iz "好想好想" by 古巨基...no matter hw mani times i listen i oso dun gt bored or tired~~ put tiz song 4 few daes le..but oready lookin 4 more songs 2 put..haha! goin 2 change again soon i tink...

"好想好想"
詞：瓊瑤　曲：尤景仰　
好想好想和你在一起
和你一起數天上的星星
收集春天的細雨
好想好想和你在一起
聽你訴說古老的故事
細數你眼中的情意

好想好想和你在一起
並肩看天邊的落日
並肩聽林間的鳥語
好想　好想　好想　好想　好想
好想和你在一起
踏遍萬水千山　走遍海角天涯
讓每一個日子　都串連成我們最
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yeah!!

exams r over!! finali!! haven been slpin well these daes..yest 11am wk up 2 study w yinru in e afternn..she left at bout 7pm..den i continue 2 study in my own til 2dae mornin...didnt slp 4 e whole nite...went sch at bout 8+am 2dae..arghh! so tirin! wendy n beina sae my eyes look swollen..hai..cos didnt slp 4 more den 24h le..cant imagine such a pig lyk mi can actuali dun slp n study! all cos of these disgustin exams! econs! yucks! duno can pass 2dae's econs paper nt..aniwae.....met peiru n peiyu at srg w beina after e paper..peiru had her hair trimmed n she's surprise i can c e diff..ahha!! she sae i look thinner compared 2 e last time we go out..tts 1mth ago le..haha! but i feel tt i bcum fatter cos of exams stress..ate alot choc biscuits n choc...nv do crunches 4 these 2 wks le..hw can nt b fat??!! maeb tt time i even more fatter..so compared 2 tt dae iz thinner..keke!

went 2 kbox w them..tiz iz e 1st time i go kbox n oso e 1st time i sing in front of ppl!!! keke! cos i owaes feel tt i cant sing n my singin sux! haha..so dun reali dare sing in front of ppl...but there's owaes e 1st time i guess..haha..stil..i didnt reali use e mic 2 sing..hehe..we sang songs by lee sheng jie, yanzi, sammi, joey, mayday......sang 4 2h frm 2-7pm..haha..peiru sang til no voice liao..mi oso..so sad..i cant reali sing in e afternn de..dunno y...or maeb i'm too tired 2 sing...*excuses lah*..haha! but its reali true tt i cant sing in e afternn..cos i'm an owl..eveliting juz shuts down in mi at tiz time..tts y v.easy 2 gt irritated or tired in e afternn...my temper gt reali bad when i'm tired..i'll gt reali irritated n angry if ani1 disturb mi when i'm tired n tryin 2 do my things..i juz cant calm myself down when i'm tired..haha! so ppl..dun try 2 joke w mi when i'm tired n doin my work/proj/watever....hahaa!! cos dunno wat will happen 2 u.....oops~

I'VE GT NO TIME LEFT!

tml iz pacc exam n i didnt reali study!! tried 2 do past yr exam paper yest n i manage 2 do onli 1 paper!!! omg! wah lao eh!!! wat happen?!! i reali dunno hw 2 do pacc!! there's soooo much things i dun understd n nv c b4!! feel tt i'm goin 2 haf nervous breakdown anitime!! juz nw tried 2 do pacc n i fell aslp!! wth!!! tiz weather iz mkin mi mad oso!! sooo warm n humid!! these exams r drivin mi crazy! i juz dun feel lyk tokkin 2 ani 1 other den all my frens...i'm owaes anti social durin exams time...feel tt i abit zi bi nw...dun feel lyk tokkin or doin aniting else...juz wan 2 lock myself in e rm n try 2 do my pacc papers..I'VE GT NO TIME LEFT!!!! I NEED MORE MORE MORE MORE TIMEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!! wed iz econs n i haven touch ani topic yt!! hw m i suppose 2 complete studyin eveliting in 1dae?!!!!!!!!!!!! juz nw do pacc til v.stress..so cum online 2 destress..arghh!!!! i'm feelin damn stressful nw!!!! feel lyk dyin again....wat happen!!! i'm alone at hm nw n tiz means i can do aniting i wan or watever i lyk....peaceful n quiet environment~ leave mi alone...nervous breakin down nw...i juz need 2 cry out cos i stil cant find my penknife n i've gt no time 2 find it..i guess i'll b alrite after cryin out...i guess so........

sian!!!

had mob final yr exam 2dae..so tirin! n its frm 6-9.10pm..siao! doubt i'll pass le..aniwae..mob iz over n left 3 more 2 go...stats..accounts...econs...yucks! all so yucky n disgustin!! so irritatin...my jie haven do aniting bout e speaker n i cant listen ani songs!! i wan 2 change my blog song!!!!! there's soooo mani songs i wan change 2... 王力宏的 "爱错", "forever luv", "一首简单的歌"........林俊杰的"一千年以后", "被风吹过的夏天"(w his junior -- jin sha)...............光良的 "童话", "天堂", "如果你还爱我".........燕姿的 "我要的幸福", "坏天气", "零缺点", "开始懂了".......郭富城的 "到底有谁能够告诉我", "我是不是该安静的走开"....twins 的 "莫斯科没有眼泪"(chi version) / "下一站天后"(canto version).....alot alot more!!!!!!!